My darling EJ,
I just put you back to sleep. And as I did so I realized that I have a few things I wanted to say to you...
First off, when I tell you that you are amazing, believe it. I wanted 10 years for you Mister! You are the most precious gift that your Daddy could ever give me! I had given up thinking that I was ever going to get pregnant! And then, of course, you came along. <3
Secondly, when that moment when you hear my voice and look straight at me.. Well that moment is priceless in my book! And then you generally smile at me. And suddenly everything that is wrong in life is right again. You do that. With a smile.
Third, I realized this morning, while rocking with you, that you are the reason for every unreasonable request I will ever make again. (Yes, that was a Landmark reference.) Don't worry Mommy will teach you about unreasonable requests in a few years. They will make everything in life limitless.
I know this is a short letter but currently you are healthy and happy sleeping. You have 13 days till surgery. And your ostomy bags are doing ok for the most part. Also, thanks to a little help from your Auntie Cece we now have something to protect your skin from the breakdown!
Anyways, I love you (as always).
With my heart.
Mommy
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